This is NOT a negative post.
I have to keep replaying negative events in my head. It’s not that I’m a Pessimist. It’s hard to not lower your expectations.
Being a optimist hasn’t been a smooth journey. If today is the worst day of your life, tomorrow can only get better. However I’ve yet to see the worst day of my life. Sure those days were terrible and filled with regret. But they come with a preview of the years to come, and I only see further separation.
I might release the passwords to my protected post soon.. they talk about happiness. Calm happiness. Being still. Waiting it all out.
I don’t know what happens next. But I’m just waiting.
I’m just sprouting rubbish as it comes along..